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A kid who lives inside his head most of the time. Too reserved to really speak up for himself when he should. Has honest and good intentions. Too prideful to accept the sincerity and care of others; handles things better on his own. Moves on more easily than ever. Apathetic. Doesn’t talk as much as he used to. Smiles as much as he can. Slowly, but surely he’s starting to find his place in life but isn’t exactly ready to settle anytime soon.
"Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, ‘Where have I gone wrong?’ Then a voice says to me, ‘This is going to take more than one night.’"
― Charles M. Shulz (via girlwithoutwings)

(Source: quote-book)

"And once the storm is over you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won’t be the same person who walked in."
― Haruki Murakami (via middlenameconfused)
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“My main goal is to stay alive. To keep fooling myself into hanging around. To keep getting up every day. Right now I live without inspiration. I go day to day and do the work because it’s all I know. I know that if I keep moving I stand a chance. I must keep myself going until I find a reason to live. I need one so bad. On the other hand maybe I don’t. Maybe it’s all bullshit. Nothing I knew from my old life can help me here. Most of the things that I believed turned out to be useless. Appendages from someone else’s life.

Everything I have I would give to not know what I know. To not feel emptiness as my constant companion. To not look into this room and be reminded why I’m in it. I’m not getting enough air. The room feels so small all of a sudden. It’s pathetic to be this lonely and know it. To keep breathing. To be silent and alone. And to know.”

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― Henry Rollins
"Sometimes I would get invited to a party or get asked to go out to dinner but I decline. Part of me wanted to go, but those kind of outings always made me feel even more alienated than usual. Hearing them talk made me feel lonely and hateful at the same time. Lonely because I didn’t fit in, never did. When I was reminded, it hurt. And hateful because it reaffirmed what I already knew, that I was alone and on the outside."
― Henry Rollins (The Portable Henry Rollins)
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